Relationship..

Long distance relationship is hard especially when there’s time difference added into it. Forgot how much liking someone changes me.. From someone who’s used to being alone, to someone who’s clingy and needy. I took a leap without looking ahead and landed somewhere foreign. Different culture, religion even on different continents. Wanting something that seems so out of reach, maybe i’m just naive to want it to work. Fantasy and reality. Hoping and wishful thinking. In the end.. Life is just like that unpredictible, full of the unexpected. It happens when you least expect it to happen. Crossing my fingers and praying for the best. Hopefully the best is yet to come.

Waiting..

Still waiting..

Hoping..

And clinging to feelings..

Smiling, even when your sad..

Pretending everything’s alright..

Slowly disappearing..

In the end,

Slowly fades without a trace.

Just wait for the right moment, the right person.. And It’ll just carry you away !

A friend asked me how can I be patient,
And I said because I believe,
somewhere just around the corner,
there’s someone waiting there for me,
and he’s gonna be The One.

The One that will sweep me off my feet,
that’ll make me fall head over heels,
I might even be friends with him now,
I might’ve met him somewhere in my life,
I just didn’t know,
And deep down..
He’s waiting me, as I’m waiting him too..

Have you ever watch Turn Left,Turn Right,
A Hong Kong movie,
two people whose building are next to each other,
I don’t remember much about the movie,
But they never noticed how many times that they had encountered each other,
without noticing each other,
which was later pointed out in the story.

And an English movie,
Definitely, Maybe great movie the best!
the story unfolds with a surprise,
but later on as he goes through memory lane,
remembering all the Good & worst days of his life,
with the people he loved, still loves for all this time,
I don’t know what to say,
but it just made me understand one thing there’s no such things as making mistakes,
because we are the people we are today by living through them,
And I loved the fact that I did meet the person that just felt like The One.

I have hopes & dreams,
there are just waiting to be fulfilled!

Tuesday, August 03, 2010

Someday

To walking side by side,

during the coldest of winter,

or the hottest summer,

always.

 

Day 5 after donating blood

Last saturday there was a blood donation drive at the shopping mall that I went to. After filling in the questionnaire for donating blood, checking whether I’m suitable or not for donating that day and weighting to check the overall BMI is okay. My older sister didn’t pass the check as her blood was too thin I think was what the staff told her. So, my brother in law and I donated together. He filled the whole bag but I had to stop at 3/4 of the bag as the blood flow was very slow as my arm was already starting to bruise at that time. Well, I’ve done my best. Hehe. Hope you all stop by and join in donating blood whenever you see one near by you, there is always a lack of blood at the blood bank. Who knows if one day you’ ll need a blood transfusion, think of it as paying ahead for you use in the future.

The first day bruising was the worst, my sister saw it and said that it look like a drug addict’s arm. Haha.

Planting Lotus

Last month my dad went traveling to Cambodia and brought back several Lotus pod with him. I was always a fan of Chinese drama and what not related to them. So, I decided to try planting and seeing if I could grow them myself. Self challenge that is.

Earlier this year I planted some Local herbs but unfortunately it kept going missing as in the whole plant that I just transferred to a pot outside. Oh well, what can I do about it. So, the first batch of Lotus pods seeds that I tried to grow was unsuccessful since I tried to grow them inside.

Since I haven’t ever grown one before, I decided to do what everyone does now. Researching through the internet, and I found this website where he managed to grow Lotuses indoors but since my dad would probably raise a fit if our electric bills goes any higher I decided to changed it up a little bit. It was better to grow to them outside since they love sunlight, just need to remind myself to check it’s water condition and volume.

That’s all for now, I”ll update the picture later. It’s gonna rain.

OMG, I just watched grey’s latest episode and felt like tossing my laptop!!!!!! How could they kill of Derek from the show. No more Mc Dreamy.

A songs that slowly gets you hooked?

A song that’s haunting me..

Hehe. I didn’t even knew what the lyrics of this song when I first heard it.
Just hearing JJ’s voice, definitely one of my top most favorite voices.
Simple lyrics, a melodious song that reaches to depth of my heart.
I hope you’ll love it too.

Can you hear me?

I just love this song. No other words can describe it, just hear, listen, feel and you’ll understand.